The Psycho Lover....

This is not an ordinary love story. This is a tree story...

                                      Its been five years since i have first met with him, Since then i have become a fan of him and i love him. He is my Favorite Tree whom i always see at the way to my collage and office. I don't know how old he is but he is big, strong, healthy and beautiful, He is a friend of mine but i don't know whether he consider me as the same.

                                Nowadays i used to sit under his cover for long hours. i feel lot more comfortable sitting under him, i don't know why i felt so relaxed and calm under him. He lives besides one of the cannels  at Alappuzha and its a beautiful location. 

                                     I have seen many big and beautiful trees in my life but i never felt this much love to any other tree. It may be because his cover helped me to overcome the most painful and depressed situation i have ever gone through in my life. i wish if he could speak or i could talk to him it would have gone much better.

                                     It was almost one year back i found that he was not alone. They were actually two trees jointed together but its difficult to find they were two. They are so closely bounded to each other.   

                                   At first i was wondered and amazed then i clearly examined and found out that one was fully surrounded by other. It was an awesome discovery. I was happy and wondered about the magic of mother nature and i love nature.

                                  Are they in LOVE ?...I was confused , Is there a scope for love among trees?...  May be, why it could not happen?...They are also living beings.

                                   If it is so i would say that they are the luckiest lovers. There are no social evils around them. No religion, cast, culture or status.

                                   They are so lucky and happy that they huge each other every second, every hour, every day sharing everything around them. The same Place, The Sun,The Wind, The Snow, The Rain, The birds. For each and every thing their is a helping hand. To shade each other from burning sun, To hold against strong wind, To give warm when it's snow, To play in rain, To listen the lovely songs of birds.

                                  No tensions, no worries the only thing they have is LOVE and LOVE only. I wish them a happy LOVE LIFE.

                                  Wait.... Is he a PSYCHO KILLER ?.....My mind was disturbed same as watching a psycho killer movie. Yes.... one of them is a psycho killer.

                                   Like a person with abnormal mind without knowing, without intention he is slowly killing the other. Like a psycho lover hugging his love so strong that she cant breath. without knowing that his most loved is being killed by his own hand. She is slowly being killed. I can see the slow death. One of her branch is already dead.

                                  Knowing the fact my heart was in deep pain but what can i do?... Virtually nothing. Its the same mother nature created him as a psycho. Even though its a worst situation i thing she will be happy to die in the hands of the person she loves most. 

                                I don't know how long she could hold her breath. Still i wish her a happy long life.

                                   While i wrote this words a leaf fall on my lap. It felt like miracle. Is she crying?....oooh my god.... is she hearing my words?.... i don't know . Am sorry if it hurt you... I can't write, my words were stopped my heartbeat increased and eyes got wet...i put my pen down i touched her tried to calm her down said not to cry....i don't know whether she is calm or not i tied my best..

                         The tear i got seems like a gift for me from her i promised her to keep it with me for ever.

                        Even though he is a killer i can't hate him because he does't know it. he have no intention. Its his abnormal mind which makes him to do so. i still love him.....

                           I was very happy about the love they share but felt so sorry and disappointed knowing the fact. its cruel why nature do so?..... Its a cycle every one must go through every situation The law of nature.

                            I don't know what will happen tomorrow, who will be disappear from this world first me, she or he. i will keep visiting them talk to them care them as Lovers, Friends, Family, Trees, Nature and as a Patient....  

                 What ever happens They will be in my memories for ever. They are the trees i love most in my life.......